It's a hot sunday and i can barely wake up at 11pm
when i woke up i start to think about tomorrow
about how busy it is going to be when i step into the kitchen
as my fren peter said
kitchen work is really tough
honestly
from the day of 1st April
until now
i feel tired more than happy...
everyday when the time turns to 9 or 10pm
i would feel that my eyes r tired, itchy n sleepy
thats reminding me its time to go to bed
but i dont wish to
sometimes i wish i got more times to do my own things
to do the things i like
Today
Even it's my off day
my eyes still feel sleepy
really cant stand it
I went to Dear's house during afternoon
and we did nothing but sleep
we take a nap while outside is raining heavily
And he was sleeping right beside me
i felt so sweet that we can hug n sleep together again
I fall in love with his bedroom
His bedroom is always cool n comfortable no matter how the weather is
even outside is sun-burning n damn hot but i still can sleep comfortable in his room
feel weird right?
u guys might think im crazy
but it's true
n now i write this especially for SOMEONE
if u r not satisfied of what i wrote in my blog
please FUCK OFF okay?
i admit im not that good to speak out something useful or meaningful word
i wrote this all out because i like to report what i do everyday or what i feel
i activate my blog doesnt mean dat i must wrote something meaningful story
OKAY???
if u dont like to read my blog n u keep stepping me
please GO AWAY n do not ENTER my life story!!!
right here right now i just feel i must be responsible of what i chosen
the day i choose to be a baker
i will carry this responsibility of baker to walk on until the end of my life
em
i should not mention this to make it sounds like too exaggerate
i owe a people for paying me a good turn
he sponsored me to go thru this expensive baking course that my parents cant afford to pay it
until today
i do all this is just for him
what i do now is to paying back of what he help me n sponsor me
sometimes i wonder why my fren would change their decision easily
why they would easily give up n choose not to be a baker when they just mess up with a small thing
but i cannot even think like that
i must walk on, i must move foward, i must do what i have to do
i dont even got the chance to think other career
it's all about the RESPONSIBILITY
And to my girl AGAIN
i feel sorry to you because i never be a good friend of yours when u need accompanies
from the day he left u almost give me a call everyday everynight
you were yelling to me that u r so boring n nothing to do
i knew thats sounds u want me to accompany you
but at last i didnt do so because the tiredness makes me dont want to leave my bed
im really sorry my girl
and u started to think back of him
u told me u want to go back to his side just now when we r chatting in msn
i was guilty and i blame myself for not accompany you
so it makes u think more n more
but what i gotta tell you is
i will stop u from doing that
i will stop u from doing the things that would make you heartbreaked
i beg u please dont be stupid ok?
im not going to have my off day in this sunday 26/04/09
there's a big function where's we need to prepare 400 individual dessert
that sounds crazy
i think i need to be ready
27/04/09 is my brother's burfday
im planning to make him a cupcakes for his burfday present
he is addicted to cupcakes
unfortunately im working on sunday
how am i suppose to do that stuffs since im going to work on sunday????
'time not enough use'
what the fuck
there's 5 more months to go...
can i really stand tight?
can i really keep holding on?
i got no confidence to myself
never
thats all i want to 'spread' tonight
blogspot always make me feel better...
going to bed now~
n waiting for tomorrow...
hope everythings will going fine tmr
Nitez♥
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这就是在他生日的两个星期前计划的cupcakes
On da way~
Pour the sweet
Baking
Done!! Lets get it started
这就是装饰后的照片，感觉很乱，对吗？
希望他会喜欢吧
