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♥ 17th August 1989
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

今晚我又要上来写心情报告了
这次本小姐的心情有很多种
有开心
有麻木
有伤心
有失望
有兴奋
有心疼

这六种感觉在我短短的三个小时内在我内心和外表有表现出来
我觉得我就快疯了
我觉得我自己很不正常
我不知道我现在是开心还是不开心
我不知道我现在应该伤心还是要让自己开心
我什么都不知道

我感觉到最近又会再有很多的烦恼
让我去对一个人做一个决定
宝贝
我不知道为什么你会对我不坦白
可是我相信你一定有你的苦衷
所以我按着自己的脾气,没有当面责问你
你告诉我事实后
我会体谅你,我会包容你
如果是因为你疼我你才这样做
我向你说声谢谢和对不起
可是我真的不希望你会再有什么事都瞒着我

我知道说出来后
你很伤心,很灰心
没有了男子的尊严和自尊心
你甚至会认为现实的我会丢下你不再理你
你会觉得自己很没有用

宝贝
我告诉你
我不介意
因为我爱的只是你

我希望应该改的
你就改掉他
因为你已经不小了
我会等你,我会给你时间
我们一起手牵手
一起面对种种的难关,好吗?
放心
你一路上会有我陪着你

只有你的
才值得让我留在你身边

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Hell yeah!!
i've finally finish my industrial training
from now on
i dont have to listen to the stupid scolding people's voice
i dont have to see those stupid idiot face
i dont have to hide here and there

but for sure
i will miss the happy times that i've been have
i will miss those funny and friendly people who always make me laugh nonstop
miss the foods and drinks over there~ haha

so heres the story
our training's last day in on 25th of September
but when everyone asked us when is our last day
we just answer them -- 30th of September
because we dont want to get wet!!!
those crazy fellars warned us before
they will prepare butcher's dirty water and eggs and all kind of liquids to bath us!!!
in order to celebrate our last day
what the fuck

so during that day
we are just not behaving ourself there
people working , we are playing
besides
our chef treat us KFC
then pastry kitchen has turned into a restaurant
everyone enjoy their delicious Kentucky there

until 3pm in the afternoon
we started our beware alerts
we keep our eye on those crazy friend
just when i was chatting with my friends in other kitchen department
i heard joanna screaming and yelling for help
i then walked to the pastry department to check out what's happening
joanna and ifyn are trapped and locked in the pastry kitchen
and suddenly they spotted me like watching live show outside the door
and the crazy indian fellar come out and chase me like im a wanted criminal
and i just ran and ran but i've failed to survive >.<
honestly...
im so regret of walking back to the kitchen =.=

so 3 of us are under arrested and they locked us inside the room
and there are 3 devils which is holding a jugs of unknown liquids which contain egg shells. egg whites, corn flour and cocoa powder
and they keep chasing 3 of us here and there with their malicious smile
and 3 of us keep hiding and running here and there
oh my god that situation is just like a nightmare!! xD
and you know what
i cried when i hide in the corner =.=
and everyone laugh at me!! >.<

'pluerrkk!!!!'
ya they finally pour that cincau on us
3 of us were shotted by the disgusting liquid
ewwwwwwwww~
joanna is the most serious one, she get counter attacked =.=
her face all get shot and her chef suits.... =.=
even her shirts inside the chef suits...
terrible!!
and heres the pic after we get wet...

start wiping and cleaning!!! >.<

RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!!!

i think she is going to kill someone~

my hairs, my shirts, my trousers and my safety shoes all kena

pity Pp and Ifyn on the last day >.<

see what they have done to us????
this is INSANE!!!

after that
we went to our locker room and have our bath
i bathed my hair 3 times!!
change our cloths to casual
then we went to Human Resources to receive our Cert from Hyatt
when i was sitting on the sofa and waiting
i was feeling hesitate
that feeling is very strange and it bring me emo
i dont know why
the moment when i took the Cert from the training manager's hand
i feel so sad and upset
this is just signifying that its time to say goodbye to everything in Hyatt...

when i back to home
i took a short nap
until 11.20pm
get myself prepared and wait for someone to pick me up
and yes we went to -- Karaoke!!
sing out loud!!!
i dont know why the hell they like to snap my shoes

me n the lenglui Ifyn

Queueing for room

huh??

before we enter the room and have fun~

lol...
actually i dont know what i shud sing...
but i had alot of great time with them
just like when i saw sushee and joji dance non stop
their weird pose and crazy dancing make us laugh until i was so hard to breath...
haha


say ChEEEEEEEEEEsE~

cool pose...
when we are leaving at 3am

me n joji

ifyn and the funniest entertainer


act cute!!! =D

pretty this

in the lift on the way to get our car
and ouch!! my nose T.T

we then went to TAJ near megamall
have our supper there until 4am
and i backed home
then i sleep like a dead fish =.=

today is a memorable day though
hope our relationship will keep going on like this
eventough i've finished my training and i know we will seldom meet each other...
now everyone was awaiting for wednesday's Hyatt Staff Party
They are inviting us to join and have fun~
so girls and boys
Dress to KILL
see u guys there at 30th of September
partay whole night looong!!!

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥


每一个人
在他们的人生中总是会经历唯一一次的事情
结婚是人生的唯有一次
对我来说
毕业典礼也是

可惜
我觉得我没有这种福气去享受我的这个第一次

你知道吗
这件事真的弄到我很烦恼很不开心
我的毕业典礼其实一点都不完美
我妈妈竟然拒绝出席我的毕业典礼
不去的原因我也不知道
原因也并不是因为金钱的问题
从我还在念着这课程时我已经开始问妈妈会不会来
可是每一次她都说不要
我没有放弃
我还是一直抱着希望
因为我知道如果我求的话或许她会答应我出席
可是直到今天
我真的很灰心

前几天
我和家人出去吃晚餐又提起了我的毕业典礼
那时妈妈已经出坡去太平了
我鼓起勇气再问爸爸
他还是说妈妈不会要去
我想叫妈妈或妹妹们在我毕业典礼的时候陪着爸爸的
因为我怕爸爸一个人会闷
可是爸爸都拒绝
之后我再鼓起我的勇气再问
我们一家人会不会一起拍张有史以来第一张的家庭毕业照
爸爸和妹妹竟然说了一句让我跌进深谷里的话
爸爸说不用
妹妹说我这种只是college,不是读大学
所以没有必要拍那些照片
他们说了那些话后我都很沉默了
我觉得很心疼
一路回家的路上
我都强忍着眼泪
我真的很怕让家人看到我哭

其实我很想问大家
我有这样的反应其实都很正常的
是吗?
不是说要博什么同情
这件事让我很烦恼
让我伤心得不知流了多少次无谓的泪水
很可惜没有人会知道
甚至男朋友问起时
我都很抗拒告诉他们

其实我会快乐吗?
那个时侯我会是怎样的心情
我到现在都不知道
有时我宁愿没有这种场合
那至少我就不会那么痛苦
那一个晚上
我有在想
如果以后妹妹毕业
爸爸妈妈都出席的话
我要用什么心态来看待这件事
说以后妈妈不会出席我弟妹的这种场合
也不可能吧?
妈妈也不会公平到不想弟妹的感受不出席吧?

有时我真的不知道他们在想些什么
会不会是因为这个课程是我伯伯供的
所以她觉得她一点都不需要出席这种场合呢?

我很羡慕别人
双亲和男/女朋友都齐齐出席一起和他们分享这个最好最美的时刻
我妈妈不去了
我想我男友也不会去吧?
我知道我不能逼他们
可能我自己想到太完美了吧

在这件事里面
我突然间觉得
我在这个家里失去了位子

在这个家
我不会再期望些什么了
我觉得我只是该做回长女该做的本分就够了

现在的我
真的很想抱着我的好朋友们
把头埋到深深的怀抱里头
嚎啕大哭

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Friday, September 25, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

how would you feel if your loves one die silently when u are just sleeping beside him/her
how would you feel if he/she leave u alone in this world by not letting u know
u just had a happy moment before he/she went to bed and suddenly die in the next morning...
what is the feeling??

what is the first thing that appear in your mind when u know that he/she is no longer stay by your side?
all of the times & memories that he/she going thru with you?
or hows life is going to be without him/her

during Raya season
my Chef's husband passed away on the 3rd day of Hari Raya
He died in sleeping
when my chef try to woke him up next in the morning
he dont gives any respond
she thinks that maybe his husband is very tired during these days
so she just give him to sleep more awhile
usually her husband doesnt sleep until so that late
but when their son try to woke his daddy up again
the little boy told his mommy that dad is not responding again
she came to him and saw her husbands hands are blue and hard like rock
her sister who work as nurse as well check him up after that
then they were informed that he is passed away last night
He didnt have any signs of infection and illness...
no smokes and alcohol
consider a healthy person
but he just left everyone during the happy season...
this is sad...
i was totally shocked after i get to know this...
i give my chef a call to concern about her
she cant even talk with me when we are on the phone
she just crying and crying...
how sad it is..

yesterday my hyatt frens fetch us to her house to have a visit
we also did some donation for her
because of all the transportation of her husband dead body from johor to kuantan
and sorts of funeral ceremony & hospital expenses
spend alots of her money
my fren told me she is totally broke...
when we reach her house
my chef's face looks tired and exhausted
everyone remained silent when we sit down
so she told us how it happens and how she feel...
i was grievous and feel like want to cry after hearing all of that
this is really suffering her
this is really pity... T.T

before we leave
i hugged her
this is the last time we meet with our chef
because we are going to finish our industry training
n wont be able to see her anymore after this
at the moment when i hug her
i really want to cry!!
but i dont want to make her cry when she saw i cry
so i just endure my tears

hope she can take good care with her son after this
i believe she can take this over
because she is a strong woman

in this case
i dont really see the value of a life
y god wants to grab away his life?
or this is the fate?
and we just cant do anything??

thru this sad case
family and my boy appears in my mind
i dont know what will i feel if u get to know that they left me like this
this is scary and horrible


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