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♥ 17th August 1989
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

the moment when we r waiting for the doctor to check your illness
i saw u lying on my leg with your suffering face
i am so worried about u

the moment when u r out of patience of waiting in crowded hospital
i saw the very tired and paled face of yours
i feel depressed to see u like this

the moment when u feel want to vomit after a long endure
i heard u vomiting in toilet loudly
i feel so heart pain about it

the moment when u r being advised and checked by doctor
i saw u surrounding by the nurses and they draw your blood twice
i feel my tears can barely drop

the moment when u taking a short nap after u bath when u backed home
i frequently touched your forehead just want to make sure either u having fever
i feel so glad to take care of u

the moment when i discovered u r back to fever again
i ran up n down , make a cold wet cloths and place on your forehead to decrease the body temp
i feel so sad, cus i rather share the illness with u than u bear it all alone

the moment when u wake up from nap with a cheerful face
i saw u eating porridge that i bought for u
i feel so relieved that u have a little recover

the moment when u take bath and lied on the bed playing my lappy
u played a lot with me and we talked n chatted alot
i feel so happy to see to back to normal

the moment when u fall asleep and i was ready to go back home
i saw u hugging my monkey n sleeping with a relaxed face
i feel like i still wanted to be by ur side n take care of u

the moment when u went to cyber cafe and u felt unwell again
i saw u vomit out with blood after u ran out to the sidewalk
i feel want to cry cus that makes me really worried

the moment when i get back home and try to reach your call
i heard u said 'im very suffering right now n i wanted to sleep'
i cried and my mind is blank

the moment when i flashed back my fren's sister died of denggi
i was trying to call u in the middle of the night cus i am fearing of losing u
but u never answer my call at all
i cant stop thinking about u and i cried until i fall asleep






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Friday, November 12, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

if the interview on the day after tomorrow goin successful
then i guess this would be the second time i leave my loves one again
it's just came to me so in sudden
and it could barely make me breathing hard

this isn't a bad idea but after all
i got to be realistic but not living in fairytale that thinking
i'll be spend the whole teenage time with peoples that i dont wish to be separate
the fact is i should not be selfish to my career and future
i am too mean for what i did to myself along this time

somehow in our lifetimes
we are meant to face and suffer the pain of being separate

to be frank
i dont like to be alone without parents
and im sure everyone outside have the same thoughts with me
but people are growing
we wont be like a small kids who always stick with our parents
not anymore as we are growing up
i dont wish to see my mom worried about me while im not around her
in fact
parents always worried about us while they have no choice to obstruct children's future
while we are outside and they are growing older n older
they live like a ordinary people at the same old place
just to waiting all of us to go home

please do Cherish what your parents done to you
even if im already regret
time will not always late for you to let them know
that u loved them

i started to miss my home
i have no idea of what i am goin to be when i am working in unknown place
with all the stranger and cold weather
but i guess i'll used to it




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Monday, November 1, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

这怎么突然间
我变得好无奈 好失落~

不知道为什么
刚才和家豪聊了一堆东西后
我的心情突然跌进谷底
觉得自己很没有用
自从分手到现在
我都好像没有办法做个及格的女朋友吧~
是因为我没有自信吗~
还是我自己太小气~

家豪说他的前女友小鱼有让他觉得光荣的地方
就是因为她漂亮又吸引人~
其实我也觉得小鱼挺可爱的,她的确是好看过我好多~
起码她穿office lady的衣服上班打键盘
哪像我
每天都要接触到面粉和牛油,必时也会有一些粗鲁的动作~
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我知道他出在那番话不是故意的
可是句句我都听在心里~
我不是生气和小气
我只是觉得好没用哦...

我也以为我也有让他觉得光荣的地方
就是至少我比别人都会做甜品,花心思做他意外收到的惊喜
可是他竟说我让他到处去认识女生事他的光荣
这...也算可以让他觉得骄傲的吗...?
我这样让你去认识别人
是因为我想给你自由,想让你觉得和我在一起不要有压力~
要自己男友去认识别的女生
是没有几个女生是会做得到的...

想不到我这和他接近要一年的女朋友
都敌不过一位没有超过半年的前女友...
我还不觉得失败吗~

我知道我没有她那么娇小可爱,我粗鲁又不温柔~
我没有她那么长的秀发,哪像我的乱头发~
我没有她身材那么苗条,我是个贪吃的肥婆~
虽然我没有她那么漂亮又吸引人,但我有一颗懂得爱你的心...
那还不够吗...

难道接近一年的我们
就能这样吗...
好多方面的事情我都可以和你将心比心,认真的和你去沟通
偏偏就在爱情中表达不到...
你什么事都不会在表面上表达出来
你觉得这样很有型很酷
我觉得你一点都不酷...
因为那个不是你真实的自己
家豪你知道吗
每当你用开玩笑的态度来回答我认真问你的问题时
我都会在想
到底会有哪一天你会是用成熟的脑袋来回答和分析我的问题与答案

所以呢~
我的心事你更加不可能知道
因为你那种习惯成自然的爱开玩笑态度
我是不可能突然间安静下来
慢慢告诉你我的心事是什么,烦什么,想要什么
而你就只是通过facebook和我的部落格知道我心里想着的是什么
你不觉得这样的我们很遥远吗~
有时候我们两个能近近的脸贴着脸睡在一起
可是我们的心其实是很遥远的...

当心事越积越多,越积越久的时候
它们就会在我睡不着的时候统统跑完出来
趁着你睡觉的时候
逼我打给别人谈心事,问他们该怎么办
我不想,我不喜欢
因为除了你之外
我那个男生都不想和他谈和他走

为什么偏偏在晚上12-2am的时候
就会有一个很好谈的异性朋友会在fb等我,陪我聊天
奇怪的是
我觉得我和他越来越好谈
偶尔伤心难过的时候
我竟然是想到这位陌生人,而不是你...
为什么偏偏是我最不喜欢的人去劝我要怎么面对你...?
为什么是顺荣叫我要怎么和你去相处
为何我们两个人的爱情好像是全世界的事...?
有时候我会想
宝贝,其实你只是个陪我一起玩乐的男朋友吗...?

我不是失望
我不是放弃
我不是愤怒
我不是埋怨

我发觉我自己开始退缩了...
好像蚯蚓那样蜷缩自己,想保护自己
认识了家豪那么久
我好像根本就没什么了解他
apple其实比我还要更了解他...
这份爱
每当到这种情况时
我都会质疑
到底这份爱还可以握在我手心...多久...?

我觉得我自己好像个废人
一个任由男生操控她情绪的女生
一个每天等男友陪的女生
我一点都不独立,不自信
每次都找靠肩,找依赖
我是个在这21世纪最没用的女生~!

所以我想清楚了
如果云顶和关丹酒店在两个星期内没有回复我的话
我就到吉隆坡去拼了...
什么都暂时不要理了
量了半个月的地
我真的顶不顺了
在这样下去我迟早发神经变傻婆了~

到时候分开了
就要看我们两个是怎么去经历那段时间了...
对于那个时候的我们
我不敢抱太大希望了...

彭秀丽加油~
我要做个可以自力更生也不用依赖男人的女生...
这就是你日后的目标...


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