I have a sweetdream and i can barely wake up in the morning
Get everythings done, dear fetch me for breakfast/lunch
We ate curry mee which are located opposite Satay Zul at Kubang Buaya area
Delicious♥
We went home after that
He was polishing his baby car and I was sitting infront of his PC surfing the net
It was damn bored but what else can we do in Kuantan? =.=
Plus,
the fucking hot weather makes me dont want to leave the bedroom
Just when he finish 'make up' with his car
His friend called him and ask him to join their gambling party
Sucksss...
I hate him to gamble
But i just let him go at last =.=
And i drive his car home =D
I took a short nap when i back to home
When i woke up i was damn hungry
Called my girl to go for dinner with me
We went Lot66 and chat non stop
Topics are never end when i sit with my girl together...
Tears was nearly drop from our eyes when we are sharing with each other
Tears of joy Tears of sadness
But we still manage to control our emotion in public =D
Night, went to Dear's house again
Be his Internet Lecturer n teach him some stuff
And after that, i have no idea of what im doing
My feeling turned into really really down suddenly
I dont know how to describe by using my words
What i can tell you is I just feel like I want to cry
Cry out loudly
I hate myself because I can't protect my girl
I cried because someone just hurted you badly and I just cant do anything
I cried because I scare of losing you
I cried because i know how bitter the feeling that you suffer
I just cant do anything except to be your listener or hug you n cried together with you
You are feeling helpless
I'm feeling helpless too...
Life are suckss....
But you are stronger than I thought
Please stand still...
Life still going on...
Labels: ♥Daily Fe3Ling♥