Currently..
Im depressed n feeling miserable..
because i always thinking
where do people go after they end up their last breath?
along these day
through my friends n celebrity news
i heard many news of people's sudden death...
after the frighten moment
i'll keep asking myself
why god want to grabs away people's life so that easily?
in our life
we almost heard many news of death from different mishaps in newspaper or tv news everyday
i'm shivering after i get to know all this kind of news...
im not affraid to say
i was wondering when is the day that i take my last breath
im not being sick of my life
but truly n honestly
many things n mishaps are happens in out of our thought
i wont be knowing when is my last day in this earth
thats why people always said
cherish people who care about you around you
im afraid i will be in the list of 'sudden death' someday
im scare of leaving here
because there are so many things that i still intented n wanted to do...
and i was always thinking
if i really leave this world someday
who will be the one to help me fulfill all the things i wanted to do...?
if god always grabs away people's life?
then what is the value of a life??
i often cant fall asleep because of these issues that always appear in my mind
but there's no way to cure this...
yaa
mostly people will said
c'mon, why dont u enjoy your life now rather than thinking of those miserable things??
maybe thats the way i should do in the next step
but im still trapping in that feeling...
who can save me out of there??
im feeling terribly moody~ >.<
and thats why i said in few post before...
life is horrible~
but what i want to tell you all sincerely is...
cherish the people who always love u n care about u
cherish the moments that you had...
cherish the days n times with your beloved family
do not hesitate of the things that u wish to do n want to do...
dont hesitate of the words that you wish to say or want to say...
do it before it is too late
do all the things before you feel regret...
I wish i can do all these things someday...
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