during these few days
me n him can stop quarell and argue with each other...
problems are always around us and we are really tired with each other
because of what have we done to each other
and the attitude that we use to communicate with each other...
afterall
we still cant find a way out to solve this problem which always make us quarell
these 2 days...
i found out that he hang out with a girl that i doesnt know
and they even talk in the phone during midnight...
after i realize and get to know all of this
i cry non stop
this is really breaking my heart into pieces
i dont know how to calm myself down
i dont know how to pretend myself to be happy
i dont know how to control my tears during working
i dont know how to speak to him
i called the girl
she said what he spoke was about the problems of me n him
i was hesitate of believing in him n her
he called me
and he shout out all the issues that always make us quarell
but his reaction make me feel that he dont care about this relationship anymore
im scared im afraid and im feared
i cant imagine the days without him
i beg him and i try to persuade him
until 6am in the morning
my eyes are red and tired
my pillows are wet
but i still keep holding on and never give up
the next morning
we went out as usual
he ask me to have lunch with his parents
i remain silent when i met him
but he treat me as usual
i was hesitating
is he pretending infront of his parents?
when he fetch me back to his house
i sit on his bed
and he was just sitting infront of me
he looked at me
and i looked at him
my trears started running at my orbit
and i just cant control myself crying and hug him tight
i said: please dont leave me and please dont do all this again
i shout out what i feel and i just begging him not to leave me
he kissed my forehead and promise me
he wont leave me alone
he will ignore that girl
and we promise each other
to change our attitude in order not to build any misunderstanding again
i admit there was my fault in this case
im naive
i know he cares me, but sometimes i didnt cherish
i didnt respect him for being treating him as my boyfriend
afterall
i founded some of my mistake
and i promise myself n him to try the best i can to avoid all this things happen again
after the struggling moments
we went shopping with his family
and we sleep during afternoon
went to movie with chin yee ＆ daniel at night
everything has back to normal
i feel relieved
and thank god...
i hope this wont happen again
no more misunderstanding between me n him!!
i pray hard...
for our love
to keep holding on...
Kent
i really believe in you this time
please dont do anything that will ruin my faith n trust on you...
I love u forever
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