♥ Tuesday, January 12, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

so this was the latest pics of mine =)

my face look pale n haggard right??? >.<

i always sleep late n waking up early in the morning these fews day...

and so eye bags n dark circle comes to me... >.<

i've got a decision of the day im leaving kuantan and working outstation soon

n it was out of my expectation...

it was faster than i expected...

recently i manage to improve my working speed during works

but the communication btween the big boss and me has bcome a problem

cause of the bad attitude of the big boss makes us feel sucks to work there

and everyone was cant wait to resign and quit working there

he like to do what he like to without thinking other people's situation n feeling

i complaint to my mom everytime when i cant stand of what he done during my work

my mum sighed n suggest me to

quit this job after chinese new year and apply a job at 5star hotel...

well....

im still hesitating of leaving here...

mayb there's something i still cant left over...

but for creating my brighter future

i have to go...

Will start searching my new job at kl thru internet and by asking my Chef's recommendation soon...

wish me good luck~ =)

i really hates playgirls and playboys recently

feels sucks n so annoying!!!

thru my frens case, i saw many incident of these idiots playing my frens feeling

they cheated my fren and i just cant stand it anymore

feels like wanna go and shout at them like

'hello?? stop playing my fren's feeling if u dont really know how to love someone ok???'

i experienced this kind of stupid feeling before and it was really SUCKS

do u guys agree that a person can chase or even fall in love with one or more at the same time??

do u think that this is normal?

geez...

he has come back to me and asking me for outing recently

but my fren advised me not to stick with this guys often..

so i still maintain to keep a little distance btween me n him

in order to avoid misunderstanding occur

the one who i spend with recently...

i had a really really great time happy time with him

but hard to believe is...

he confess his feeling to me suddenly...

and i was -- wow... not again....???

I was damn afraid of heard about people telling me that he loves me now

Im feared of being cheated again

telling him that im still cant let go myself from my ex-bf is just a stupid excuse

the main reason is i really scared to start a new relationship

afraid of choosing the wrong people in my life to love

i was confuse now... n Amber just keep advise me not to think too much

Cause i thought me n him can just live a happy life and be a good fren to hang out and to get to know each other deeply

I expect just a simple relationship

but here comes the confession so accidentally...

and i dont know what to do...

i feel so useless

cause my feeling easy influenced by this kind of small case...

haih... =(

but i've got to say n im not shy to shout out --

Im really happy to meet u and im really enjoy the crazy moment with u =)

We will b together one day if we really got the fate to be together as a couple

so these was the latest news of mine

admit that i was feeling very down & miserable when i was involved in an unknown n complicated relationship few weeks ago

but now i feel like im flying with no stress n im really happy of what im enjoying now

happy and simple life with family and frenss =)

their smiles and laughter brightens my day

ooh ya im still trying my best to put my weight down before chinese new years approach

and before i put on my new year clothes =p

still the same -- when i saw meats, i was like : ewww~ and yikesss >.<

haha~

i will try my best to maintain my weight n try my best to --

live a better and simple life =）

hope u guys can do the same too =)

ok it was 4.35am in the morning right now =)

two large cups of cappuccino supports n drive me until this time xD

and now i hav 2 surrender already

so goodnight fellars =)

stay tuned for the next post

xoxoxoxoxo with love -- Pp ♥

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