dont know what happen to me recently
im so down and moody these day...
even tough Chinese New Year is around the corner
i didnt have the mood of celebrating it
What kind of person i am
Such disappointed cause i dont really know who i am
Losing my direction
I dont even know what i want n what i want to do...
I know I'm a freak!
That always makes people around me worried about me
Promise that I wont drop my tears infront of u but i still
Why is it so hard for me to make a clear decision?
Why am i always use to be hesitating..?
and i dont know why the hell
that im so easy influenced by U
every single things u do can really effect what i feel and what i think
No matter how hard i ask u to let go everthing
U wont listen and just always ignore
and i just cant do anything to change ur mind
the more u treat me in good way
the more i feel stress and it feels like i dont want u to waste any of your time on me...
i dont think i have the ability to love someone
and i dont think i deserve to love in a new relationship like i've done before...
please forgive me B...
Because of afraid of being cheated
because of afraid to accept a whole new relationship for me to put all my sincerity to love
i never been give u a good answer
and let u just waiting there...
I'm very selfish for letting this relationship just keep working on 'unknown & complicated' status
I hate myself for treating u like this...
Im sorry
U're still the one i dont want to hurt the most
SOmeday Somehow
We will c the ending of this miserable relationship
there is tears and happiness
but i can feel the tears is going to be more than we feel happiness..
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