♥ My Complicated Life

♥ Thursday, March 4, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

hi dudes~

tee-hee im here for blogging again at 2.48am now

guess everyone was already sleeping like a dead fish now huh~

well tomorrow is my off day

so im not going to bed until i feel sleepy xD

recently what im going thru...

things that mess me up and make me feel sick the most is...

about my stupid mobile SIM card

hereby im going to tell u guys

that im going to change my mobile number very soon

because im really pissed off with my idiot ex boyfriend

the case's like this...

he bought me this mobile number when we were still together about 1years ago

and he register this SIM card with his name

so this SIM card is formally own by him

so since i was already break up with him

and in order to build some inconvenient of informing every of my friend of my changed mobile number

i choose to talk to him politely and pleased him to do the exchange of this SIM card owner at Digi Centre

he promised me at the first time when i request to settle this problem

and i felt relieved cause i was thinking that after i settle this problem

we didnt owe each other anymore

but it end up with the stupid idiot reason of i hurt him before n how bad i treat him before

what the fuck is going on earth with him

thats really pissed me off!!!

then i talk to him for the second time after few weeks

he promised again but when i called him to verify again

he didnt hang up my call for 3times but his gf do

i talk politely to her as well but guess what

she fucked me back!

scolding those rubbish to me but i was just be patient to her

cause what i want is just my mobile number

im tired of spreading what they did to me here

what i can tell u guys here is

they try to threaten me with this SIM card in many way

they're just like - giving me hope n let me feel disappointed at the end

they even want me to beg for them especially that idiot bf

cause he really liked n enjoy being begged

because of this case

it turns me into very down n moody

sometimes i even cried n wondering why the heck he want to treat me like this since i was just taking back the things that belongs to me all the time?

during those misery days

amber n karhow was stayed by me...

they've been advising me to ignore him and change a new mobile number directly

but i always refused to listen to them cause i was thinking that mayb there still a chance

meanwhile my parents knew this and they yell at me to throw this number away

they said i shud stop influenced by him and this mobile number

so since my parents, my besties and How all r supporting me

i'll wipe off my tears

and i will looking forward for a new mobile number

and i wont beg for this idiot again

never ever AGAIN!

im blissful im being happiness

cause i've got u two ♥

the sis n bro who always bully me

KarHow and Amber Chin Yee

they are my loves that i often stick into recently

once i date with them

i'll laugh for whole night long xD

guess what

3 of us even planned to search our job at Genting Highlands

we want moved out from kuantan together

and we want to stay together as a family =)

i was so excited and cant wait to have this dreams coming true >.<

it is gonna be great n fun for 3 of us to live together ♥

u guys know what~

your sunshine smiles brighten up my life ♥

i loved u two

my girl is happened to be in relationship ♥

well

best wishes for her and her new boyfriend

guess she's just chosen what she really want

and seriously

i just hoping that

she can be happy with the new life

and i hope she wont drop tears again during the times with him

I seriously hopes that

U wont Regret for your decision that you've make

everyone is complaining the hot weathers

everyone is complaining lack of cash

yup :D

the weather during these few days is really pissed everyone in the world

the hot burning weather is making everyone SICK

i feel like im burning in a hot oven everyday during my work in bakery shop

my shirt can barely get wet because of sweating =.=

yup :D

no money no talks

Chinese New Years had just end up

everyone is lacking of some money

so do i... T.T

i was wondering when my boss wanna raise my salary amount since i was already passed 3month of working there

i was looking forward for a part time accountant job

any intro here dudes?

i need more n more money

because i got so many stuff that im craving for a long time

because i want to give my dad n mum more pocket money

because i want to help out my B's finance problem

because i have to save money n be prepare for my next career

oowh im craving for money money money T.T

i got my ex classmates chat with me just a couples of hours ago

she was very concerned on what im going thru suddenly

this girl

she was crazy and damn playful

i was abit shock when she talk to me politely just now

she was asking about me n Kar How

and i just answered : not formally in relationship

she said KarHow is really treating me with true heart

and she even advise me to

Hold it , if not he will run away someday=.=

well...

honestly

i still have no idea of what im hesitating

still searching for that kind of feeling

a feeling that i really want to care n love u with all my heart

i dont know

just let it decide by the fate

we will meant to be together if our fate is already set up

last sharing ♥

A box of Chocs ♥

surprise me =) ♥

as i said

i always get surprise in sudden since i met u in my life :D

thanks alot ♥

okay

end my paragraph here

im gonna hug his sweater n fall asleep ♥

goodnight peeps =)

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