if the interview on the day after tomorrow goin successful
then i guess this would be the second time i leave my loves one again
it's just came to me so in sudden
and it could barely make me breathing hard
this isn't a bad idea but after all
i got to be realistic but not living in fairytale that thinking
i'll be spend the whole teenage time with peoples that i dont wish to be separate
the fact is i should not be selfish to my career and future
i am too mean for what i did to myself along this time
somehow in our lifetimes
we are meant to face and suffer the pain of being separate
to be frank
i dont like to be alone without parents
and im sure everyone outside have the same thoughts with me
but people are growing
we wont be like a small kids who always stick with our parents
not anymore as we are growing up
i dont wish to see my mom worried about me while im not around her
in fact
parents always worried about us while they have no choice to obstruct children's future
while we are outside and they are growing older n older
they live like a ordinary people at the same old place
just to waiting all of us to go home
please do Cherish what your parents done to you
even if im already regret
time will not always late for you to let them know
that u loved them
i started to miss my home
i have no idea of what i am goin to be when i am working in unknown place
with all the stranger and cold weather
but i guess i'll used to it