when u involved in a relationship
u live with a dream...
and yes
every moment every second i spend with u
i always thought about our dream
but it was quite a sad thing
u r not adventurous
u always want everything in simple that doesnt bother u alot
u wanted ordinary out of extraordinary
u cruely extinguished what i been dreaming of
before i get to let u know how am i going to live with u
and never, i never ever get a chance to let u know
a dream that can make two of us stay strong together
that can lead us to a better life
a life that lesson us a mature thinking for our future
i can hardly stop what i've been wish when i heard the word 'lazy' right out from your mouth
and everything i dream just gone like 'poooffs......'
that was quite heart breaking
people find something meaningful to live with their couple is
they did something meaningful in their life
but along this years
apart from happy
i dont know what we did thru this years that makes me think that is worth meaningful
we just live like over ordinary
and i cant found my ways back to old times
i even wonder where is my passion
seriously i cant find any passion living with u...
i think this is leading way to the ending of our relationship
dudes,
no one would want their love story walk the way like this
i like ordinary, i like simple
but this is too over
or do u expect a couple spend 10years together just live their life
doing same damn thing everyday?
i cant live like this...
no one would.
it's just u make me feel like u dont even know how to love
love doesnt mean u spend money on me will make me happy
love doesnt mean when u need help i will be there for u
u r just relying on me...
gosh....
can someone tell me what to do with these...
suddenly, i really feel like i want to run from u...
i'm not playing with my temper or being mean
i'm just tired...